Below are the 10 most recent journal entries recorded in kristin's LiveJournal:

Monday, April 29th, 2002
11:54 pm	letter Well....I decided that I sicne i didn't want to contact him anymore and I still feel like I have some things to say I'm gonna go ahead ad jsut say it. I think it wil make me feel better. So...this is really all to him. He just won't ever get it because there no sense in beating a dead horse. So....I don't understand why you have to continue to justify your actions. I understand taht you neded to deal with things in your own way, but that doesn't mean taht I needed a little support from you. I didn't want you to be here all the time, but I just remember Thursday night I was sitting on my bed wtching friends and they asked Joey what he would do if a girl he was dating was pregnant what he would do. I dunno...it just upset me and all I wanted was to just see you and know what you were thinking. I remember just sitting in my bed wanted to get out of here. I dunno why, but all I wanted to do was be close to you. I don't know why...I can't explain it. I don't even understand what we were. I sometimes wonder if you really ever cared about me. It kills me to think that I trusted you with so much and you pretty much don't even care. I'm just anoter girl to you. I hate that because I'm going to remember you for the rest of my life. I bet you never thought I'd leave. You always thought you'd be the one getting rid of me. But I did it. I don't want to have anything to do with you...hell I'm lying I do..I miss you I miss feeling your arms around me at night and I miss the way you ask me what I was thinking when we first started seeing each other and I just miss having you around. But you only wanted me on your time and that's not fair. Why couldn't you just open up to me? Is it because you never really cared? Or did you care and you just didn't want me to know?? I hope you miss me, but I guess I'll never know. Such is life! Current Mood: indifferent Current Music: dave (Comment on this)
11:54 pm	letter Well....I decided that I sicne i didn't want to contact him anymore and I still feel like I have some things to say I'm gonna go ahead ad jsut say it. I think it wil make me feel better. So...this is really all to him. He just won't ever get it because there no sense in beating a dead horse. So....I don't understand why you have to continue to justify your actions. I understand taht you neded to deal with things in your own way, but that doesn't mean taht I needed a little support from you. I didn't want you to be here all the time, but I just remember Thursday night I was sitting on my bed wtching friends and they asked Joey what he would do if a girl he was dating was pregnant what he would do. I dunno...it just upset me and all I wanted was to just see you and know what you were thinking. I remember just sitting in my bed wanted to get out of here. I dunno why, but all I wanted to do was be close to you. I don't know why...I can't explain it. I don't even understand what we were. I sometimes wonder if you really ever cared about me. It kills me to think that I trusted you with so much and you pretty much don't even care. I'm just anoter girl to you. I hate that because I'm going to remember you for the rest of my life. I bet you never thought I'd leave. You always thought you'd be the one getting rid of me. But I did it. I don't want to have anything to do with you...hell I'm lying I do..I miss you I miss feeling your arms around me at night and I miss the way you ask me what I was thinking when we first started seeing each other and I just miss having you around. But you only wanted me on your time and that's not fair. Why couldn't you just open up to me? Is it because you never really cared? Or did you care and you just didn't want me to know?? I hope you miss me, but I guess I'll never know. Such is life! Current Mood: indifferent Current Music: dave (Comment on this)
11:54 pm	letter Well....I decided that I sicne i didn't want to contact him anymore and I still feel like I have some things to say I'm gonna go ahead ad jsut say it. I think it wil make me feel better. So...this is really all to him. He just won't ever get it because there no sense in beating a dead horse. So....I don't understand why you have to continue to justify your actions. I understand taht you neded to deal with things in your own way, but that doesn't mean taht I needed a little support from you. I didn't want you to be here all the time, but I just remember Thursday night I was sitting on my bed wtching friends and they asked Joey what he would do if a girl he was dating was pregnant what he would do. I dunno...it just upset me and all I wanted was to just see you and know what you were thinking. I remember just sitting in my bed wanted to get out of here. I dunno why, but all I wanted to do was be close to you. I don't know why...I can't explain it. I don't even understand what we were. I sometimes wonder if you really ever cared about me. It kills me to think that I trusted you with so much and you pretty much don't even care. I'm just anoter girl to you. I hate that because I'm going to remember you for the rest of my life. I bet you never thought I'd leave. You always thought you'd be the one getting rid of me. But I did it. I don't want to have anything to do with you...hell I'm lying I do..I miss you I miss feeling your arms around me at night and I miss the way you ask me what I was thinking when we first started seeing each other and I just miss having you around. But you only wanted me on your time and that's not fair. Why couldn't you just open up to me? Is it because you never really cared? Or did you care and you just didn't want me to know?? I hope you miss me, but I guess I'll never know. Such is life! Current Mood: indifferent Current Music: dave (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 20th, 2002
11:51 pm	Time for me to Vent! Well....my sweet wonderful roommate came back today. I thought she wasn't coming back until tomorrow. Guess who was wrong, yep me! Grrr...sometimes I like her and sometimes I could just strangl her. Like tonight, she was lik I'm going to a party blh blah and didn' invite me or anything but just assumes that she can just borrow stuff from my closet! Uh...I don't think so! That just bothered me. I thik what bohers me more is that because I don't drink people don't want me to go to parties with them or that I don't want to go or something. I'm not that boring!!! At least I don't think I am. Grrrr....it just bothers me so much. I can't wait until I can live with people I lik next year. My life will be so much easier. I'm just being pulled so many ways rght now. There's just to mich going on right now. I'm stressed! Anyway...I think I'm gonna aprtake in some kick boxing so I'm out. Peace and Love Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: rent (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 16th, 2002
1:17 am	John Mayer and his song So, I was sitting here writing some astronomy journal entries and I started listening to my new X Lounge CD. Well as I was listening, I realized that this song *your body is a wonderland* is a really awesome song. You just have to listen to it. I've listned to it like twenty million times. It's great. So yeah..that's all I have to say. Current Mood: enthralled Current Music: John Mayer (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 12th, 2002
3:49 pm	hmmm Well, it's Saturday afternoon and I've been putting my homework off since like 1 o'clock this afternoon. I think I procrastinate tonight. I had good intentions, but got to reading my Spin and then watching this marathon Real World special. It's so darn addicting. Not to much going on here. Classes just started so it's just gonna be studying until the end of the semester. I know at least one person in all my classes except my english class. I'm kind of afraid of that class. There are a few cute guys, but ya know how that goes. Guys...wow,,,that is just the story of my life. I really wish I could meet some really cool guy, but I know that any guy I meet I will automatically fall for him just because that's the type of person I am. I was talking to Lindsey (not my roommate) about it. I figured out that I dated Justin for a while and then my senior year I didn't date anyone at all because of the whole Jennifer getting pregnant and how Eric was so I was kind of not interested in guys cause I pretty much thought they were all jerks. So...then three weeks before I left for school I met that crazy Tony kid. Well, when I met him I realized that I was ready for a relationship (not necessarily with him), but ya know what I mean. So now here I am and that's my story. I just don't know where I'm gong with anything. I wish I was just normal or something! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 8th, 2002
12:24 am	On Road Again! Well, tonight is my last night in Brimingham. I must say, I'm pretty sad that I'm leaving. I love this city. I hate leaving. I just feel so guilty. My mom starts to drive me crazy, but its not her fault, its mine. I just get so moody before I leave I think its just stress. The flying part of the trip will do that to you. Plus my roommate drives me crazy so knowing that i have to go back to that is a bit unsetteling as well. I think next year when I have a car things will be easier for me. I'll be able to get away when I want and by myself. But anyway....I'm gonna get going! Peace and Love! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 22nd, 2001
12:24 am	I'm back, but not for long! Well, I came back from Chrissy's today. I had so much fun. We went into Atlanta and saw some crazy bands and all this fun stuff. It was great to see her and Sam. They're both such good people. I leave for Michigan on Sunday. I really don't like going, but I want to see my grandmother. She's getting old, and she's the only one I have. It will be good to see her. I'll be home for New Years, but we still don't have plans. Hopefully we'll find something cool to do but who knows. Well, not much else. I'm kinda tired and bored so maybe sleep is my best option. Peace Out! (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 13th, 2001
7:53 pm	It's the last day! Well, tomorrow is the last day of the semester. I'm glad it's over. I'm just hoping I get the grades i want. My GPA would be really good if it weren't for that biology class. Oh well! I'm ready to go home but I'm so afraid of flying. It makes me so nervous. I had a dream my plane crashed. AHH I just want to be at home and see everybody. But anyway...I need to attempt to study for biology. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! Current Mood: anxious Current Music: watching friends on TV (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 12th, 2001
11:23 pm	I finally figured it out! Well, even though I'm completely computer illiterate I finally figured out how to work this thing. Chrissy will be proud! Not to much going on right now. I just have one more final to go. I get to go home on Friday. I'm so very excited! I just need a break and get away from people here (not that I don't like people...I'm pretty much indifferent to them) But anyway...I just wanted to try this out! So...Later! (1 Comment |Comment on this)